5.27.2006
videos of shao jun doin star jumps, enjoy
13:40
; where did I go wrong?.
13:32
; where did I go wrong?.
5.25.2006
this is gonna be one long post or mayb short wan.....cos i am feeling so many things today...hahaha
TODAY WAS THE COOLEST man....especially our last gp lesson of the term we played a game called 'secret number' it was totally sick loh the punishment.....one tub of liquid ice cream LIQUID i say and we shared the ice cream for abit then use it as punishment....chalet is so gonna be sick man n hype!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG touch rubgy totally fun cos i scored today n sundran (sry dude if i spell ur name wrongly) scored one for our team so nice so fun....the exhilirating feeling when u score is just great.
evrything is normal but 12j is getting sick which is good hw can 12j not b a sick class?haha
and i wan apologise to the gal who alwas msg me but i nv reply(on msn) i didnt mean to be rude so sry to you if u happen to see my blog....to make it more obvious the gal has a has a name with M as her 1st initial.......
and i gt some blur videos of the punishment we had in class for the secret number game....post it on fri gotta rush my econs.....lol tata~~
22:00
; where did I go wrong?.
5.17.2006
there's alwas a point where we trip along the way, but i am glad u picked me up. aft all those things i understand evrything better, things will get back tgt i bliv. I didnt realise things i have done until 'it' happen now evrything has ended i am happy it ended in the right way. today saw the gal at lectre hall was so paiseh, felt the pressure...haha cos i gues i should have said hi but did not...later i said le but my face turn totally red!!!i didn't notice haha......today said hi to her the most haha....she's a rlly nice gal
good news~~~~28 /40 for chem and shermaine said it wasn't good enuff hurt me leh.....totally nt cute loh sher.....lol jkjk!! but i am happy with it tml maths test mus pass.....shooting or bowling damn it both i also like leh , how??anyway bowling no future loh shooting more prospects haha.....tag it aft u see it hor dun come for free blog reading
18:09
; where did I go wrong?.
5.15.2006
the cake splitted into pieces......and i m jus one of the many pieces .........
evrything is jus gone.............evrybody alwas have the wrong image of me, tt i m not a serious person alwas the active guy trying to make a noise............all bcos of wat i seem to be, is cause of evrything. It took a wrong turn, so desperately trying to be accepted, in the process of trying i accidently further the distance between me n them.....i m nt making a big fuss, they are those i treasure jus lk those frens they treasure in their grp even though my frenship is not requitted.........am i wrong? do ppl say no jus to comfort me
who can come and tell me wat is right and wrong, was i wrong to feel jealous n lonely tt they left me out....i tot aft the camp evybody bonded i tot at the camp the concern i showed smith will b felt by him....i tot evrything was goin alright.......evrything turned out to be jus a wishful thinking of my own. i dun blame people cos if i was another person i wuld say 'why is jessen so drama' i wuld say tt being the person tt i am ....its hard to accept the person tt i am even myself when i am so desperately trying to chg but i can't. evrything is jus wrong wrong wrong.....mayb i shuld jus leave evrything behind
22:53
; where did I go wrong?.
5.13.2006
jc is a popularity contest....i rlly wan to ask her 'r u so desperate to win the contest?' lk who cares she doesnt read my blog even if she does. it dun matter anymore, cos we dun even tok anymore.....2 mths le i treasure frens in 12j get to noe alot ppl and got rlly messed up but zhi lun daphne n 12 j pips are all the frens i treasure...(sounds so mushy sia) popular i oso wan....but her popularity is scary........its lk wat the hell my entries are all sad all bcos i dunno hw to woo a gal......tts dumb n bcos i failure at wooing i m acting lk a messed up guy so forgive me.....ya thk shermaine for buying me tt voodoo...gan xie ni wor.........
00:18
; where did I go wrong?.
5.06.2006
i m bac agin to update...cos i am vry bo liao.....i sddnly found a song which perfectly represents me....its called 'welcome to my life' by simple plan , this song is me .....i nt refering to anything but listening to the song is lk getting to understand me.....i nt a sadist it jus so happen my life is nt wat i wan it to be.....tts y all my post are so sad cos life sux tts all.........i have frens hu are alwas der for me lk huai hwee...i am grateful for that but is lk sumtimes they are all i have....anyway i m nt depressed or wat, jus tt life doesn't rlly work out for me no matter hw funny IJC frens are, der is alwas just an emptiness der......i dunno y mayb cos i alwas sound so sad.....m i a petty guy or m i sensitive i dunno lk how the hell do i noe hw ppl see me as. mayb cos i no ren yuan or wat?der are really times in life that der is really nth i cn look forward to ....mayb most of the times..................i dunno wat i shuld think do or say?hw should i continue my life when der is really no point ?
this post is just how i feel plz dun read le and think i m gg to die or come comfort me cos der is no way u can do sumthing to it!!!!so i nt depressed or a sadist but this is just hw i see my life......
22:45
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he jus a friend a aquaintance to anyone he knows..it is still the same it never changes no matter how time passes....he don't noe wat he should do he don't know what he should think?but is the problem with him? that he is just someone that is no one to anyone?what can u say what do u think?is that a right or wrong? lonely as he is trapped as he is he can only continue to suffer the pain he is so desperate to run away from it......he can only stay where he is....just right here....thinking he is just thinking too much
17:47
; where did I go wrong?.
5.01.2006
虽然那么多功课但是我为什么还是那么懒惰。。。。。生活就没有很大的改变所以也没有东西写。。。。希望看我blog 的人不要怪我。。。。。。。
我的前方是一片一望无景的海洋， 我没有目标的生活。。。。谁能来改变它
19:03
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