9.30.2006
recently my blog seems to have quite a number of readers...is sitemeter advertiseing my blog?anyway GP n CHI over liao GP din finish my AQ ....after i read finish the passage , 15 mins was over i was lk wtf!!n then even though i pia lk shit i still din finish. For now may god bless....
keep telling myself i mus give it all i have, but it seems lk i have no hope of promoting le...i gues i sort of made alot of excuses from many happenings around me to not study. Kor was right i did find excuses, but if i rlly leave jc, i will go find something which is meant for me and work hard to make it one day. Thx for the bad or good comments in my blog? it jus somehow seems my blog is getting popular? notorious? or good way? as long as there are readers.....
sometimes i cannot imagine how some ppl can be so fake n such a bastard....i mean lk why are u talking about a situation which u dun seem to be in...and wateva u do...its useless it jus seems u're desperate
18:23
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9.27.2006
2 days aft my bday liao!!then sok hwee give me her gift, she damn ke ai de LO!!!say i'm 18 years old!hahaha but nvm her gift was rlly special i liked it alot bcos it was special haha..i noe wat is it but i dunno wat is it called anywya it plays a happy bdae tune listen to it ba...
den dunno y joke joke until valerie angry liao, VAL bu yao shen wo de qi hao ma?it was a joke na....dun take it seriously leh
den jiu lk dis my whole day over nor, oh! and hockey was fun la, mayb i want join hockey nxt year!!!Mr tan say nxt year hockey got nutritionist arh got attend talks by top players all these, the hockey team fighting for glory nxt year....hockey is sooooo nice=) n poor jj got smacked on the face now looks lk he got pimples on his face liao...hockey is also a dnagerous sport...
23:00
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9.25.2006
the 1st 2 videos are fireworks i took when i went esplanade last time with zj tabby n her chio cousin! lol....
the 4th video is a short piano tune tt i composed myself...hope ya'll lk it hor?leave some comments pls?and ths to those who wished me happy bdae today!!n thzz for the t shirt to sum1...appreciate it....
today was a nice day, and she seemed exceptionally pretty also!!n i saw her on the MRT somemore , i rlly want to know her!!should i take the initiative or call a fren to help?haha
let's not talk abt this, time to chiong for the last stretch lo!!!!ok lo i go eat, eat le jiu go study lo!!!
19:53
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9.24.2006
whao my blog actually has 11 people viewing it each day!!ain't that a surprise, thx to all the people who looked at my blog,grateful to those pass-bying my blogs too....then i mus keep writing lo!!to all my blog readers, exams are comin in lk 4 days?
exams are jus sooo irritating dun ya'll think so?but its gonna b over, evrything will soo be over...
tick tock tick tock,
waiting evrday tt the clock would stop.
hoping so that it might one day,
so i can stop to look wats around me evryday.
because i fret the day,
i would never wake up to see the sun.
appreciate things that u have around u,
not look bac and think one day,
i should have done tt, aiyo sibei suay arh!!!LOL
17:44
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yup my bdae is here!!=) although *mumbles something* but it was a good day!!!i celebrated with my family at crystal jade restaurant in Holland V, lotsa yummy food!!eat until full full arh, then bro bought a rum n raisin ice cream cake frm Gelare, ooohh it was nice, the ice cream chewy chewy de nice nice..Then, came the big surprise sis ask me wat i wan, so i said mp3, then later dun have the model i wan, so i said PSP den later i ask bro den bro lk excited but he say i choose myself...then i jus anyhw say den buy XBOX360 la?my sis actually say, itsit a dvd player? i said yes, AND SHE AGREED!!!!!mon will have MY OWN XBOX360 le!!!!so good rit?the best thing of the day was, my mum read my heart, when we were walking pass bread talk i wanted to get bread 1st, cos need to wait for seat....den i was thinking my bday no bday cake leh
Den mum jus sddnly walk up to me and say u wan a bday cake ma?come ma buy for u la?felt heartwarming,telephathy i gues?ok le tts the end of my blog lo!!!bye bbye~
14:46
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9.18.2006
8 mths le passed so fast, for me alot of changes happen.....and i gues to me all of them was unwanted changes. but now the exams have come le and to me , evrything is...hmm let's not tok abt it. To someone out der, when diff ppl does the same thing, ppl say diff things..i gues u jus dislike me.....and i dunno why i keep thinking abt sumthing, i am so dissapointed in my fren bcos even though i hinted her so obvious, it seems she didnt seem to understand wat i wanted to say.and he seems to heck care me, i gues i wasnt a fren to him...cos nvm its for u to find out urself! ok le so tata this entry is to keep the blog alive
20:26
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9.11.2006
WOW!!hot sia, GP paper in 18 days n our subs in lk 2 weeks?evrybody is tightening their belts, and PW is jus irritating...omgosh!!cannot even calculate when need to pass up wat le , i dun even noe wat i am doin now?i haven study at all, for the sep holidays gues i am heading for doom....but it all doesnt matter i am prepared for the consequences......but i am still scared i did study abit here n der la....do some revision on tys for my H2 subs but jus a little tiny bit...ok jus to keep my blog alive!!!!bac to studying chem,haha sw has a new fetish for chem now!!totally weird la, HAHA
22:53
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9.07.2006
some ppl jus dunno hw others feel but want others to noe hw they feel....i did nth wrong to them in fact i din even do anything to them...
boring day, stay at home do homework ok la quite fun doin homework....
promos is comin le, most ppl are choosing which poly they shuld b gg, and there are also a number of ppl studying rlly hard...
i gues most jus want their grp of frens to not retain, so tts y there are so many ppl forming study grps.....
18:37
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9.05.2006
for those who didnt know i went for the project superstar , waited for 7 hrs tt day in the end they said we had to go bac another day.
So, i went back today i was rlllyyyy nervous but i believed i could do it, then when i walked in to the audition room i jus knew lk gone liao....cos hor the judge called me to sing the chorus but i couldnt rmb it clearly mus sing frm the start then cn rmb. then the judge was kind enuff to let me start frm 2nd verse it was ok for the 1st few secs then i sddnly lk went off the melody wateva u called it la, so as expected i didnt make the cut, even though one of the crew made a sacrastic joke abt me when i walked out saying tt the way i held the mike lk i haven eaten for days, it didnt matter. I was not sad at all la, jus feel abit sian?even though i wasted my time queuing for this , but no matter wat its still better then regretting at home when i am watching the show. Besides, i am only 17, i can still try agin nxt time--- being more prepared.
although i didnt make the cut have to say thk for the support frm my frens, especially zj who queued up with me for 7 hrs even though he was sian....not to forget my grp members for nt laughing when i sang at sw's hse..LOL and also sher's intention to be der for me oso and tabby for passing up my things for me...
wat made my day, was a man i met on the train. i was in his way so i let him have some space to stand on the train too, then before he left gave me a hand shake and told me tt i was a nice young man and he told me to have a nice day,it was such a coincidence dun ur think so? i felt rlly consoled and at the same time the man shook my hand my mp3 played the song you had a bad day by daniel powter. It seemed to me that it was a msg frm god for me....haha thk god too!!
i have come to realise no matter wat,
there will alwas be one person tt will be der for u...
u jus have to look around
and tell others tt u need them by ur side,
and they will be der.
anyway the promos are rlly coming, even though i have the grandest intention of studying i jus can seem to study at home....i rlly have no interest in jc and pw all this stuff....sianz
god!!can u pls show me some light, haiz we still need that one crucial person in our project. If we can get through to her, i believe we can still make it in time...
life is a challenging game itself,
ervy obstacles u overcome,
u get to live life better...i believe in this
18:44
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9.03.2006
These are the other fotos we took, the one in uniforms were taken before teacher's day.
tml is gonna be the day!!hope luck is on my side!!nvm even if...., shant tok abt it...find out urself?
sometimes things seem so real for the moment,
but when u think abt it it was actually just an illusion....
i gues it can nv b real,
no matter hw real it seems to me.....
00:42
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woo!got my allowance le!!so went all the way to orchard to find zi jie n tabs for PEPPER LUNCH!!yummy!!den couldn't jus go home empty-handed rit?so went for neoprints!!den met my sec sch chem teacher der, somehow jus didnt feel lk saying hi so i hid myself!lol
here are the highlights of our NEOPRINT ADVENTURES!!!:
00:36
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9.01.2006
its gonna be a long blog!!bcos of teachers day n today!
starting with...teacher's day ba?
i tot if i went back i would be lonely, but i didnt!!surprisingly huh?then meet jac they all its seems as though no one chg tt much except their hair colour and jac is still as chio , wq is still as short and they way xh n choon ngee speak hasnt chged a bit. n then we met up with mdm khaw!!felt so warm n comfortable talking to mdm khaw once agin, she was happy to see us too!then we talked outside our old sec 3 class, and the bookshelf i spoiled still isnt fixed yet...our sch damn budget la. and hyss nw lk more pathetic leh cos of the new principle and we have a new challenger in our sch loh its 1T1 a class filled with those worst students la, even the principle oso cannot do anything!haha but it seems once frenship are broken , it will alwas stay cracked no matter how hard u try to piece it tgt agin....so the day was fair la!had my sad n happy moments
moving on....to TODAY
lk abit sian in the morning la watch the new one piece movie then went out with my dota gang! too bad the place was too far for sher, if not she could have gone too?then at the bus stop der met zj ttc and tien then they act dunno me...LOL so i oso act dunno them!some stupid joke la...then go der play 2 rounds lose 2 rounds wtf!then later went to eat prata, nice leh! but dunno wat happen zj was lk suupppppaaaaaaaa sian tt we didnt tok the whole trip when we went home tgt...i dun noe wat i could do but to jus give him some space n keep quiet lo....evrybody has their bad times rit? cheer up lo buddy!!
den sung was lk pressing us to study , thx sung come out study some time? i gues in jc evry mistake is costly, we cannot afford any mistake.jc life is so unpredictable, comin into jc it feels as if i am walking in to society alrdy....there are soo many chges tt are jus so hard to accept,just like when u go to work in the future u cannot make mistakes or ur fired neither can u say anything u wan alrdy.evry thing is so constricted, i feel as if i cannot breath le, work load and many other changes all comin at me so hard to breath!! i tot jc was supposed to b a happy place? but its sad n stressful faces i see!!i gues uni is the true freedom ba?
22:48
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