3.29.2008
WOO!i suddnly feel all the bad things are gg away slowly....the WO chg my vocation!haha i was happy to hear it but somehw i felt abit sad abt it cos i gt in bcos 1 demo guy gt a fractured arm so he had to rest and i took his place...but it felt lk i snatched it away=(
chg to new camp started BAC lk 3 days ago, parachute is supa heavy and my muscles are aching lk they have nvr ache b4, but overall evrything is damn interesting as for now except the stupid helmet which makes my head painful!!!and i mean literally painful
The best part was when i came home the FLAT samsung TV was here, and the tv is to be put in MY ROOM!!!woooo supa!!!cos sis gt it frm starhub offer, sis is great=)now i can relax in my room more!!!
walking across a rocking bridge, but i will get through.....
01:35
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3.22.2008
i POPed lk last week haven had the energy to put up the fotos, so i decided to put them up today=) and the small fotos when i went sentosa with the guys during the block holidays!!enjoy the slide=)
well basically din do much since POP, but somehow feels lk i am hitting a rough patch recently...Things dun go the right way man, results are nt ideal and got a vocation which i least wanted.Felt like fuck when i was told abt my vocation and couldnt find anyone to chg and worst of all i ended up with the people i cannot stand=(Wat's worst evryone was seperated to diff bunks(miss bunk 8 and chest alot man), its lk the ultimate nightmare la!!!But to adapt is the way of life i guess?But rlly feel damn aimless, cos there's nth to work for anymore but somehow i got to know a new instructor who has been quite nice to me....Somehow he tries to talk to me and find out hw things has been gg. I told him straight i want to be in demo, oh boy hope he can rlly help me switch!!!BUT i know its quite impossible , so no high hopes b4 i die the 2nd time....=( Hw i wish i have a gf, mayb i shuld get one haha....
I feel sick and tired recently and i rlly mean SICK !cold and cough, great jus wat i need for my airborne course....And it has become so diff to make something happen...dun wish to talk abt it but all i have to say is sometimes it's better to give a direct answer rather than ignorance and 'mayb's...it feels fucked up!!!but evryone has their problem, life is difficult>.<
17:18
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3.13.2008
Finally POP le!!!but i gt the vocation i hate most SIGNALS!!lk wtf but tt day when ma put on the jungle hat on me i was so touched...i finally made it through BMT it meant something to me la cos of the hardships ma...BUt all the good people i met are gg to different vocations, so sad la but as RAJ said WE CAN MIT DURING WEEKENDS!!!! 'celebrated' our POP with glen n mh poor us!!!they shuld noe wat i mean haha den we took stupid fotos oso shall post them up when glen send me=)
met yl at night today to get uni brochures frm her, said i chg alot and i look better in cap haha thx!but i felt bad, sry hor made u come all the way then dao u=( forgive me ya?
21:40
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3.07.2008
Finally gt A's it was disapointing la, its nt lk fucked up la its fairly decent but i dun want to say la....i tot my chem would get A lo but it turn out lk this but the only happy thing was my econs actually din fail ...so ya lo! i rlly wanted to tell mh i oso gt the same grades as him la, i envy him....
After i came home din rlly wish to talk abt it la, i noe my family dun feel proud oso...mixed emotions , then as i sat down the sad feeling jus came la haiz....the rest of the guys i dunno wat to say to them la cos i dun feel good also...somehow ppl telling me it's ok din rlly sound nice la, it makes the person hearing it feel worse lo...so whenever u c someone nt happy abt their grades , pls dun console....
tired so tired , jus hope to slp it away
16:41
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3.02.2008
I AM OFFICIALLY BANKRUPT!! haha it turns out saf gave me 2 mths of pay in advance and poof! i spend in accidently=( so for now its staying at home using com and chilling its not tt bad la ...its jus plain BORING!!! my god wanted to ask ppl out but on second thought i am penniless lk wtf! i want to shop la!!!dun wan wear baggy clothes>.<
Lusky i dun have a gf if nt i would be lk feeding on pure air, LOL!!But its this kind of boring times hope der was someone pei me go out walk walk and i mean a gf...hahaAnyone gt recommendation to places with nice graphic tees and jeans? few more hours to book out few more days to P.O.P!!hehe i can't wait to use back my gatsby wax!!!But BMT was gd, got to know funny dudes and ppl who do nt leave me behind, made me grow up and appreciate things around me. Even though most of the times i dun show hw i feel but i hope they noe i rlly miss them whenever i am inside camp=)
hmm signing off bored to tearsT.T
17:28
; where did I go wrong?.