2.27.2007
Does it really matter which jc u go into? To me right now, it really does matter. It has become so demoralising that ppl alwas go "huh?" when i tell them I'm from innova jc, and being in a 2 year old jc and getting in to the last class in the cohort; i really see no hope. But despite all this i really want to try, i am trying!!It feels lk i am chained to a 2 ton metal ball while trying desperately to run to a finishing line i cannot see. Why? i sleep six hours a day yet i have to struggle with sleepyness in sch, i really am trying....T_T I've never face this fear of lk losing evrything, i dunno why but not making in to uni to me is lk losing evrything....
and i think in this period of time, its really not the right time to compare how much work u DID NOT do but instead motivate each another to do MORE...i did but shawn tien jus keep falling asleep...LOL but he tried to stay awake too today .So pls for those who keep saying u never do this homework or do tt homework , might as well not say it ...don't pull others to die with u (i am referring to anyone out der)
22:54
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2.23.2007
sch reopens and sddnly back into the paper chase againT.T nxt week gt 3 test...7 more mths 7 more mths..
yay finally got my white berms, and buying my new bag tml...heheh
seems lk seeing a movie i used to play a part in it...
21:08
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2.19.2007
A girl named racheal..
2nd DAY of CNY, aww holidays ending sooonnnn...but it was a happy day today nt so happy at first but then i met a girl named racheal...soo cute and pretty oso my sis's fren de daughter....so kind of my sis fren to wait for me to go meet them=) wah racheal can be a future athelete she run alot make me sweat more then PE lessons arh...but it was nice!!cos she rmbered me=)*beams*
tadaa!!!so cute rit?? future mei nu wor~
=)
left is my vry cute cousin!!center is racheal then ME
and when she left she held my hand leh, and asked me to go with her...AWWshe so bu she de to go homeT.T nvm nxt time gt chanz i will fly der to meet racheal>.
I wan to clarify something, ok although it is true tt i alwas do the wrong things at the wrong time which make u feel rlly unhappy...but tt time i rlly jus passed it as a casual question...rlly srry
20:47
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1st day of CNY, the ang bao collection is nt bad=)haha at least i got enuff to buy the things i want...but overall it was a typical boring visit to homes of relatives i dun recognize even when if i met them on the streets=_= haiz
aft tt went for steamboat with family then it was to the cinemas for a movie called Protege by louis koo , andy lau and wu yan zu(dunno his eng name), a piece of advice, its not for the weak hearted. Its not a horror movie la, its just that portrays the ugly side of drugs in such a convincing way that aft u watch the movie u feel abit depressed.LOL mayb i am too drama but i rlly felt abit depressed, well the way the characters died bcos of drugs is not an beautiful image....but the storyline is nice i like it, but the content abit M18, abit la.So you rlly cannot even take abit of M18 content(as in the blood and the drug addict images), consider changing your choice of movie =)
01:18
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2.17.2007
CNY eve, but reunion dinner is so damn boring its lk i dun even noe the people sitting at the same table....its so agonizing cos evryone is lk quiet if not trying so desperately to start a topic=_= like this i rather not have a reunion dinner, isnt a reunion dinner supposed to be full of warmth? i mean we sit down and eat bcos we miss each other's and want to find how evrybody is doin with their lives, well i guess reunion dinner lk wat i described is rare lk a gem. I hope in the future my reunion dinner with my siblings will be wat is supposed to be=)
23:48
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it has been quite long since i updated..=) well 1st of all the haunted hse was a great success rlly enjoyed working with the class and scaring some timid people...wahaha
YAY!! CNY eve is today.HAPPY CNY,I WAANT TO GO CLASSMATES HSE PAI NIAN!!!CALL ME OUT PLSSSS,PRETTY PLS?????bought so many new clothes happy la, the best is after i get my red packets it's a brand new bag for me* beams*
Ohh and its a galfrenless V day again tihs year...well abit envious of the couples on the streets but yet all i had was my "brokeback mountain" partner.HAH damn it~~~did yall have a good V day? Nxt year may b better ...may BE
it will chg ,
i believe i will see a new light one day....
Labels: CNY
02:23
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2.07.2007
HUANTED hse drawing near, abit excited but many issues..!!!!=_+and i guess i was quite naive to think tt wat ever i do for ppl it will be appreciated...tts all i have to say
he is not ill, he is just lost,
lost in his own world,
i believe slowly as time goes by,
he will walk out of the maze that is confining him,
and i will b der to guide him,
for he was there just when i needed him,
and now it is my turn to be his pillar of strength,
i pray for him.......
22:36
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2.04.2007
happenings today: singapore won the ASEAN cup again Darren won the superstar thing...and the chem rev 3 is so damn diffcult makes me wonder hw smart is the student taking part in the chem olympiad...he mus be rlly smart imgaine the champion in tt chem contest ,must be a genius
so random today...i oso dunno wat i toking abt so lethargic and i slowed down on my pace in studying...gosh!wat is happening to me???
23:17
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2.03.2007
yay! i finally bought my new year clothes thx sj jw n shawn for calling me out=) we walked until our legs nearly gave way...haha and jw was so lucky!!!lol he gt a yellow 'gift' from a bird on our way to cine...haha and he screamed lk dunno wat, poor thing lucky he had his plastic bag as a shield...LET'S go and pai nian tgt leh!!!!take ang boa lui liao then go town play....before we have to go back sch and study>.<
22:38
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