8.30.2008
MOS IS THE WORST EVER,and i am never gonna go back der again.....bad music, bad crowd and bad atmosphere and i emphasize the music is fucking lousy!!!!!!!!!!!worst clubbing experience it was like a total nightmare=_=so shagged from the boredom that i came home earlier lik 2 hours....................
well wateva today shopping experience was ok la but i enjoyed the company of my 2 buds...=)
this weekend was abit fucked up=( 2nd last week b4 i go brunei...i am scared really scared.
I tink abt it and i don't know whether i have the strength to face the path that awaits me.....i don't want to break down cos its too late for me. I can't back down now le, if i do all my blood and sweat would be wasted......
where can i seek solace in? i wonder...........
03:20
; where did I go wrong?.
8.23.2008
EX ALL OUT is over finally, and after that is the brunei trip...=_= and 'the man' says ex all out is lk the tip of the iceberg compared to BRUNEI. Well it 'helps' alot hearing this, thanks.
well whatever, chiong out of camp ytday night to go clubbing!!!BUT zouk gt a event and no one got in, so after a a few detours we made our way to MOS unwillingly....it was ok mayb cos all the ppl tt was supposed to go zouk came MOS in the end...it was worth the trip anyway, hehe=)i had loads of fun.
Never thought i would love clubbing, used to be the 'boy at home'. NS changed me...alot.
It gave me strength , confidence and 1 time good time endless sufferings.Dunno how to described it, well it gives a very very very good 'kick' after u have passed through evrything=)Aft 1 round of cock, i am jus saying it chged me to someone i dunno whether its good or bad....
well at field camp last week, chester made me think of someone ...sometimes she jus appears but i dunno wat i feel sia....i jus feel lk toking to her, mayb bcos she sees hw much i have chged tts y she also afraid of me le. The army dudes oso said i chged alot, but i noe somehow i am still me la, just tt i din have the chance to bring my inner self out last time.
well, reward is damn sweet, but only its a result of hard work
05:31
; where did I go wrong?.