7.26.2007
heyhey jus a random blog....just few days b4 when i saw sis writing a bdae card for her fren and the gift she prepared, i was so touched tt i gt teary..haha it just made me ponder whether in my life i have frens who would do the things sis do for her fren...its nt the bdae gift tt she gt for her fren but the sincerity and warmth hidden inside the gift. HAh suddenly i am so emo, mayb as a fren i din treat my frens lk the way i want them to treat me, so i apologize to long n shawn and other frens if sometimes i treat ur badly=(...
well lets not talk abt tt, ah let's tok abt sch....the stress is starting to get to me, arh work so hard for the 1st time in my life and i rlly feel for those who wrk rlly hard but have yet gain approval from teachers due to their bad results...sometimes all we want is a little approval, a little understanding to jus drive us; sometimes a few words like 'keep it up, i can see improvement' could make us see things a whole lot different.And i thank some of the teachers who do tt.
oh ya!Mr chow he came to class with a super weird mood today mayb the stress is getting to him as well, but sometimes his lessons are rlly fustrating. How do u say it? Its totally not interactive he calls us to give ideas and before we even finish our sentences he interupts and just start pumping us with ideas. I do agree his ideas are damn good but he's the only one talking and he is talking so damn BLODDY FAST tt sometimes its jus so difficult to catch!!!!I feel so fustrated sometimes, i mean lk if u want to provide us with ideas then pls make it slower man!we are trying hard, but he talks as if he is rapping a jay chou number....=_=well tts basically all abt sch life la...other then ridiculous stories abt my fren's relationship and day to day fun abt BEST FRENs hahah i jus hope when this is over its rlly over if u get wat i mean....
19:18
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7.18.2007
LOL have u ppl read xia xue's latest entry? i persoanlly think its freaking hilarious!!!well even though its rlly rude but i totally agree with her abt the steven shit guy, haha he is lk wat?self obessesed?haha and the retaliation video he made just a bigger asshole, scolding vulgarities in the video was a 'smart' move ....i wonder which blind gal would date him,so full of himself.
But the whole event is rlly funny and his english is rlly 'powderful' la how i hope he is the one setting the cambridge papers man, if tt was the case GP is full marks for all the jc students =) Disgusted by the fact he calls himself shuai in the video....3 letters for him WTF!!reminds me of sis's fren tt asshole who keeps picking on her...why are there such guys around=_=they just totally ruin singaporean men's image!
i bet there is surely gg to be some heated conversations around but seriously don't you all think tt singaporeans need a little drama day - to -day?
17:53
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7.17.2007
quite sianz so just blog awhile to relax abit..hah woot finally bought the levi's tee i so wanted and my pants but felt lk i was sinning when i went shopping haha cos din study ma....but wateva la
well well , nothing has been up lately except the SIMPSONS movie! lol even though i am not a big fan of the simpsons but the movie seems interesting will watch it when it's out.....so lethargic recently haven been sleeping well=_= well wateva la i just have to endure a few more weeks...
21:12
; where did I go wrong?.
7.11.2007
today is a day full of hope for me...lol sounds crappy but its true!!haha today during gp Mr chow (a.k.a Tubby) lk checked our scripts to spot our grammer errors and yeah my compo was error prone but tubby said something which gave me hope. HAh, he said " luckily u r not one of the worst and if u chg ur little mistakes at the end of the year u could get a B'. When he said tt , he looked lk an angel HAHA but it gave me hope cos tubby said its possible to get a B so it means der is a chanz....and i was utterly srry to ms shen for skipping econs lecture to do survey nvm i will make up for it.
Then aft a short tiring day mr chiu called all most j2 to LT1 to talk abt hw impt H1 and gp is la blah blah la, but throughout thre lecture also made me fell lk i could do something in my life i could create a choice for myself, i want to be able to choose where i can go and not lk let fate choose my path(which is wat has happened to me since pri6)lol!so ya i did feel motivated=)
days of silence makes evrything seem abit uneasy
22:47
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7.09.2007
T.T it's july ppl!!it's july!!! 3 more mths ppl! haha abt emotional abt it, the things i went through in jc seemed to flash back all at once, unexplainable haha! well anyw got back most results my hard wrk paid of for phy but not for chem apparently it was so diff tt most ppl in the sch failed and econs haiz~~~ left maths pls>.< pls let me get a C or B well it doesnt matter anyw cos sis told me, no matter hw many times u fail or hw badly u fail, it ain't over till u give up on urself b4 the big A's...so kampahtei!!!!!A A B C B is my ideal grade!!lol i'll try i'll try =) good luck to all jc dudes out der and jc mates 3 more mths ppl and its bb to freaking jc life=D * beaming with teary eyes* hahahaha
Libra - Your Love Profile
Your positive traits:
You are open minded enough to date outside your typical "type" ... successfully!
You are diplomatic - and likely to end a fight instead of dragging things out.
You are easily loyal and faithful, but only for the right person.
Your negative traits:
You're a bit gullible, and partners take advantage of you. You still may not know it.
You find it difficult to decide where to go to dinner, what movie to watch, who to date...
You have to be in a relationship, or else you just don't feel like yourself.
Your ideal partner:
A smooth talker who enjoys socializing as much as you to.
Someone classy and cultured who knows which wine to order with dinner.
Is beautiful to you - although not necessarily attractive in the traditional sense.
Your dating style:
Romantic. If your date comes bearing flowers, wine, and poetry... well, your heart soars.
Your seduction style:
Giving. Your lover's pleasure is as important as your own.
Soft and sensual - you don't like anything to be rough.
Extravagant ... your fantasy involves staying at a five star hotel with your love.
Tips for the future:
Don't be so quick to compromise in relationships - and you'll get taken advantage of yes.
Try being single for a while. Seems impossible, but you'll learn so much about yourself from doing so.
Make some decisions about your romantic life, right now. You'll be happy that you did.
Best color to attract mate: Green
Best day for a date: Wednesday
its so interesting!!try it u may get unexpected surprises!!haha i was bored anyw:Pand i nt tt extravagant la it has some points its nt true but the love part its quite true..LOL
21:27
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7.08.2007
argh!its so infuriating!!!can't bliv how a guy can lk make mindless comments abt ppl especially when its a gal who is my sister....nobody is freaking perfect so spare a tot for their feelings b4 u make a damn comment...and if u happen to make a wrong comment say SRRY!!i couldnt bliv it when sis told me one of her fren's guy fren made rude remarks abt her, freaking shit tt person he doesn't even know wat is basic courtesy for a woman, damn 30 year old virgin if he has a gf the gf mus be a mentally retarded gal...i mean lk who would see any good in this kind of guy who go around making freaking comments abt gals he is not tt close with jus bcos they dun have an hour glass figure?!!!!especailly in front of her!!tts freaking worse then those who gossip!wth!!!!ppl who are overweight mus die la? isit u S.O.B!!(sry for my use of language but tt guy is rlly an freaking asshole)
spoilt my whole day!!if he ever let me see him i will make him noe wat itz lk to be insulted....grrr
haiz, anyw mdm chan pulled her ' u have no time left' stunt on us and the' some of u did badly' stunt omg...i feel so stupid=_= but i will try hard de!!its live earth!!evrybody wear green today!!!!if u have green shirts=)
sometimes i hope i could show more concern...but i am afraid
00:46
; where did I go wrong?.
7.04.2007
SPeciaL events...
well today prelims is finally OVER!!!have a gd feeling abt phy P2...so very happy and went home immediately to accompany long to go buy his fren's bdae present...as usual we did our scouting..LOL and then we came upon a store in cine lvl 1, the store is abt custom made toys vry cute de!!its so cute tt alot of gals would say cute tt kind too bad i forgot to take a pic le sry=( so after standing der for lk 30 mins? long finally made up his mind with wise suggestions from ME..haha
ok the interesting thing is, when we were walking out of cine towards take, a guy sddnly approached us and claim to be a scout for models say looking fresh faces for their agency...lol then i was lk huh?!cos i noe i am not tt handsome,haha
so dunno y ,i gave him my contact when he asked for it...haha mayb it was out of desperation he approached me but then it gave me a tinge of sastifaction...LOL but this kind of thing sure fake de as long said so i threw away the guys namecard aft he walked off...so walked around felt so sad, bcos 'pull n bear' T shirts were so nice and were so cheap but i din brought enuff money so i jus had to let it go T.T....well then it was finally time for collection of the present so we walked back to cine even though it was a short walk it was quite xin ku for me...cos i brought alot of things....
so the 2nd interesting thing was, when we walked back a woman who was frm the same agency approached me again>.
the feel of prelims 1 over and A's drawing nearer is unexplainable through words
22:47
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7.02.2007
Moments of happiness!!
well well well prelims finishes in 2 days!!short moment of happiness=) anyw sry to xueqi mei n eugene i alwas forget to add ur too forgetful le especially xue qi din mean to dao u in the train today i tot u din see me so i waited till i alighted then say bye...and leave ur blog add oso... lost it:Phmm...hope i can get lesser U's then block test...
我要自由，我要快乐。。。而我的快乐就读完jc...然后进大学！！i dun want to look back again, i want to be someone who can be independent and have achievements...but somehow evryday i cant help to feel my dreams would go*bish* burst ..haiz try try keep trying!!!!
anyw its kinda sad to someone being hurt in a relationship...dun yall think so? well the person is not me of cos...but sometimes a love with too much commitment tend to hurt the most, makes me wonder when ppl break up do they rmb the things they did and said ? well i bliv evry relationship u go through u learn something, u take away lessons nt jus memories and alot of heartache, tts y relationships can be beautiful....*ugh* i was so bored i started saying things abt love until i feel mushy myself pardon me ppl....cos a dude who is so sian of studying can be vry random....well tts all la hahaHAHAHAHA:P
17:43
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