5.29.2007
unexpected events today, but honestly i stand by wat i said...
today the lib was quiet and nice to study it was as if the lib belongs to me shawn n long de felt funny 1st time lib so quiet nice enviroment to study....and aft a long awaited week i finally tasted the goodness of gelare waffles...yum!june....4 more mths GOGOGO!!!
21:09
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5.24.2007
one should nvr look too highly of urself,
bcos u will only fall deeper...
yes finally gt to play soccer but sad its the last PE lesson for this term liao...=_= however it was nt the pe tt caught my attention...i guess evryone noe wat i'm toking abt, mayb its bcos i can relate to wat she is gg through, tts why i feel for her...as in i noe wat it feels lk to be in tt position...i tink its unfair tt it happened bcos basically she didnt do anything wrong....
another thing was the 'coincident' thing, i just din felt right....
i look around and most ppl are saying hw much it chged , it rlly is the place and the enviroment....the 2 years in jc is just too difficult to build frenships which will last a long way...the time is too short and evrything happens so fast whether gd or bad tt it seems hard to grasp wat was gg on actually.Does it only apply to ijc?i dunno but i noe tt when the day comes i leave this sch i dun think i would smile n look back at ijc, the shityy workload hoorifying PW and making a fren who wasnt worth a good fren...but will surely rmb nice frens i made=)
17:55
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5.23.2007
hate to have a haircut but in the end still went to REDS in PS today for a haircut, and i gt wat i liked....thx to the female hairstylist who cut my hair for me!dun mind gg back der nxt time=) and the hairstylist der their hair all so style can? especially my hairstylist, haha mayb if A's fails i can go try to be a hairsytlist?lol! hmm even though i hate to admit, i feel abit autistic!!why?! i actually had alot of things i am curious abt all these hairstylist but when i was getting my hair done i jus coulndt talk...=( and shit i think i can seem to open up to ppl, tts a serious problem!haiz but anyw even though this bothers me abit overall today was a nice day cos i even got a new buckle!!!from GUESS cos they were having a sale...wahaha wee~happy mood=)
hmm mayb i should get a hairstylist as my gf this way i can get my hair done the way i like by the gal i like....wah gd huh? haha
22:03
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5.21.2007
woot!!!i finally pass NAFA...hw is tt?!!and omg most of the segments A and pull up i pulled 5 haha from zero i pulled 5 in 1 mth..hehe happy nt being zhuai jus happy i finally passed NAFA liao....thx terri n wen long for telling me i can do it=) anw tien de bdae lai le...happy bdae hope u lk ur carl's junior meal as a present!!!
made my day unknowingly...:D
18:57
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5.18.2007
when u expect returns from the kindness u give, it is not kindness
because kindness from the heart need no returns...learnt this from a fren today tot it was meaningful so i am putting it here....
well today something happen, to someone...if u think tt i alwas pick on u i say i'm srry and please dun alwas take my words and evrything so seriously bcos sometimes i am careless abt saying things which stir ur emotions but honestly it was jus something casual to a fren...if u keep it to heart then i dun have anything to say...
well well today was plain boring and the GP test was extremely diffcult the sports day was....a waste of time...and please evyone has their own opinion once in a while so please dun judge other ppl's actions jus lk u dun lk me to judge u
20:46
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5.15.2007
i feel srry for a fren who lost a love one recently...even though we don't know each other well...but take carez...
life is full of unpredictable changes,
so learn to cherish....
21:36
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i feel srry for a fren who lost a love one recently...even though we don't know each other well...but take carez...
life is full of unpredictable changes,
so learn to cherish....
21:36
; where did I go wrong?.
5.12.2007
today din study much..lol so went tution and i bought a super nice LEVi's tee can?lol actually it was mum who bought it for me...post the photo of the shirt some other time...and its mother's day some more and she bought me something:D Then met shawn n wc while gg tution, then it was the long awaited moment, it was the 'she' lol today wc was the 'lucky' one to sit with her but aft maths it was the long awaited moment for ME!!it was 'HER' , so sad couldnt go phy tution..LOL but she was well dressed today lo unlike wat shawn said tt she has no fashion sense....haha but i guess i should b down to earth and study, afterall she's just a eye candy!!LOLthen went home to have mum's day dinner, it was some RC organised shit and we sat so near to the speaker tt my ear felt painful after sitting der lk 30 mins?! and the MC was lk SHOUTING with the mike, its lk so fake can? trying to bring up the atmosphere dun need to freaking shout so close to the mike rit? all RC organised activities for special days are kinda crap!!!NVER GO activities organised by RC's...well should i buy the game or the kappa sneakers wonder which one....YAY nxt week can chg fone le!!to a sony ericsson forgot the model name liao...but i lk the white one..wahaha
21:51
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5.11.2007
hmm fri!!love FRIDAYS....aww but bro is gg to KTV hmm dun feel lk gg aft playing badminto so tired le..ZZZZZ thinking abt the homewrk...FRI IS SO SIANZ!!!but i still love the day though...haha but today something major happened...nt gonna disclose anything, but srry to my eldest 'long' for doing alot of stupid things, and in the end causing a biiger mountain for him to climb...=( srry dude rlly promise nxt time i wun over react when we walk pass her!!!!pls forgive me!!!!:O but u should have said hi....anyw srry swear i won't do it again>.< wah one week pass so fast, heheh
hmm, should i rlly bliv wat wen long said? bliv liao make me happy for no reason leh...haha from wat i learned its alwas bad to assume things based on self assumptions leh...but later i saw something which made me happier...lol it may b me rit may b me rit? hope it is leh....haha but i mean lk it is rlly nt possible based on the time period....sometimes its so difficult to talk but i jus want to noe more...haha by now most ppl would be smart enuff to noe i am talking abt rit? if dunno then its too bad for u la
21:01
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5.10.2007
TML is mother's day, HAPPY MAOTHERS DAY to my MA!!! phy test today pray can pass!!tml is high jump mayb get a medal again?>.< at least a bronze or something?hahaha wah tt day mdm chan scare us with the 'u dun have enuff time left' stunt it felt rlly uncomfy jus listening to her, i almost felt lk puking=_=heh do i look funny?no rit tt day at the minister tok i stood up and on the mic the whole lecture hall was filled with mild laughter...haha dunno y...lim wen chong dun give me false hope leh!!!anyhw say....make me happy awhile LOL!!!!!!!!
21:38
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5.03.2007
unexpected, is wat i can sum up for this year?lol unexpected frens nice frens and unexpected clicks who share the same INTEREST as me!!lol but think abt it 6 more mths and i can leave ijc...woah tts so great provided i leave ijc confident of gg to uni..haha ohoh i sddnly rmb the one of the Spiderman 3 movie quotes' we have a choice, whether is it good or bad, our choices are who we are" it sounds so significant to me..hehe jus so random today nth special la....and alot of ppl around me have made choices that motivates me greatly but the reason for their choices is so unexpected....but somehow i could relate to it...haha i dunno wat i'm toking abt
19:31
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5.02.2007
today went to the old folks' home, its kinda sad? i din even rmb it was today=_= when we went der, it felt lk the atmosphere there was full and loneliness and angst....why angst?some of the old folks were shouting and screaming at our students for no reason... one granny even threw the origami tt ms ang gave her on the floor and shouted lk crazy.But u can't blame them afterall they have been abandoned by their children...but i felt the whole thing was kinda unprepared la, it felt lk we went there entertain them for 2 hours nia, mayb it was rlly tt purpose....i dunno leh,full of sad emotions....when i was pushing them around i sddnly tot of my parents, it just seems so agonising to even have to think abt hw these folks have been abandoned....i dun want to be tt kind of child....mayb is rlly not wat it seems to be but it somehow jus seem inhumane....
it was kind of rude walking away to the other side expecting us to follow, dissapointing
19:53
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