12.01.2010
Why is she doing all this?? Just 2 days without speaking to her and plus all these constant fights, i feel like she is going to fade away....feeling so flustered and insecure, has the time come??
I was angry bcos of all the stupid stuff she said, i noe der is no fairness in love but isnt she asking for too much? She makes me feel like she can say anything but i cannot flare up no matter wat.......isn't she at fault for saying all those misleading things too?? I jus had the urge to club, after all this trouble i dun even want to tell her anything in the future, feel like no matter what i shuld just keep everything to myself....lest she gives this silent treatment again.
Even after apologizing, she is still giving me the silent treatment....she is so upset this time she is really bend on forgetting me? Maybe she will jus come back and break up with me? I think she wouldnt do that, in fact she is just waiting for me to break up with her, waiting for me to wake the fuck up and walk out of her life like a man....ALL she wants now is unconditional love from me....but i find it so hard bcos i dun even noe wat she feels now. I guess she is really tired and sick of me this time, its really over............
She is so cold and right now i am so far from her i cannot do a thing, its just gonna slowly fade away......
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; where did I go wrong?.