6.21.2007
it seems yet so fast yet nverending...the time pass so fast and the work is lk nverending....*panic* haiz i wonder wat am i gg to do aft 4 mths frm now, would i have the feeling i would fail my A's and be depressed or mayb tell myself there is hope n enjoy lk siao and do the things i alwas wanted to do? scary....but i aft 4 mths i dun think i would b depressed even if i think i wun do well for A's LOL its playtime why spoil it? and then do the things i want to do go on a small holiday, work earn money and hehe...*secret*
17:46
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6.10.2007
hmm yiling teach me phy la lol! study is soul refreshing cos it relieves my guilt...haha but sometimes procrastination has the upper hand=( evrything seems so complicated now, things used to be simple and best frens are made in 3 secs when in pri sch haha...haiz but there is so many things i want to say and yet i dunno wer to start from....i dun understand it?somehow it alwas feels incomplete no matter hw happy i may b for tt moment...lk tt time when i gathered with wq n jac they all it was the 1st time i laughed so hard in a long time, even though i am nt so close to them lk i used to be but somehow whenever we meet up it alwas feels the same....i belong there nt say i dun feel i belong when i am with long's i feel comfy with longs haha but i guess sometimes human have unlimited wants? well wateva life is alwas full of upsets and regrets u just gotta take it, i guess? the only biggest regret was ending somethings with a bad note...well i guess sometimes we are nt fated as frens mayb we rlly arent rlly suitable as frens?
hee the pic i took with sis n bro when at the concert well this is the only one i have la....and ya bought the 200 pound beauty OST its freaking exp!!$28 leh but it's worth i think the songs quite nice=)
22:05
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6.07.2007
argh!!!!!!!!i am feeling so helpless now abt physics!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!so scared and i cannot grasp the concepts fully!!!omg can god send me someone to help me??=_= other subs still ok still can handle but PHY!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i hate jc...its a freaking shit sch life
14:23
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6.04.2007
my god !today the maths test was easy but i screwed it up, 2 words---> not prepared...no more test comin le cos it will be prelims den A's T.T anyw the MAYDAY concert rock!!!even though most of the songs i din no hw to sing but i had a great time and the limited ed shirt designed by one by mayday was nice so i bought it...photos posting nxt time=) then today came home, bro told me she was comin i felt rlly sian but wateva la i slept for 4 hours ,omg...tts wat u get for sleeping at 130 am and wrecking ur brain for 2 hours aft oni 4 hours of slp..=( well then i woke up, then came the complains frm mum...damn it i jus hate her for alwas causing trouble for her own selfish reasons...its obvious enuff tt all of us dislike her why can't she jus try to be a nicer person...some ppl are jus f UP!!! and i dun understand hw some ppl can shake their legs non stop ( not longs or ttc , at least they would stop b4 starting again) its freaking irritating to see u shaking ur leg NON STOP!!!!well i guess this is jus typical s'pore culture ,i dun deny i shake my legs too but i dun shake lk some ppl who keep shaking and shaking lk they have high sex drive or something, go geylang la lk tt....today is a freaking irritating day due to irritating events cause by irritating individuals!!!ARHHHHHH ppl dun live for u, be considerate la....
damn it on life!!
19:18
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6.01.2007
holidays or exam preperation?lol abit sian leh fell lk i lost my direction in life but nvm i am finding it....anyw it jus occurred to me today, was she expecting me to understand hw she felt bcos i was her fren or was it jus bcos i was someone who said something wrong...it nvr felt as though we were frens more lk accquaintances...ya more lk tt...i dunno why mayb she feels the same way to( she is nt a gal i lk)
tml is the mayday concert!!!quite excited to watch it>.< but ytday sis boguht bro n me a new pair of puma...which is nice made my day haha...well its jus a random post la cant wait for 5 mths later
17:19
; where did I go wrong?.