4.29.2007
yay i finally did some work on Fri, yes tts the pace i want for myself!!And today went to watch 200 Pounds Beauty, its nice la funny story line and the female lead is damn pretty can??? " she's a SUPER best fren" as wat the 3 longs of 12j would say...but it was so touching in the end, i counldnt hold back my tears sia....dunno why watching tt show makes me feel being who u are its also a kind of courage, because u nvr noe will ppl rlly like who u are tt is why sometimes we try too hard to chg tt we tend to forget who we are and forsake the things we had SOMETIMES!!but i like the show la....and today i felt vry motivated by someone can? His will to study motivate me as well bcos i dun want to be left behind, I want to go uni also...thX " one of the longs" even though u din noe u motivated me=) today was a sastifying day for me>.<
00:21
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4.23.2007
Woke up on the wrong side of life today, woke up later than usual tot dad could mayb send me to sch so i asked , and he said so ma fan why study so far dun study nearer. That, totally dampened my spirit to go to sch, its lk u think i rlly lk gg woodlands to study evry morning arh? Went to sch, as usual its a long fucking day! The only thing tt made me happy was my chem results, bcos my hard work paid off....later it was PE my pull up still dunno can pull 5 ornot? ok nvm its ok i will just keep training at most nxt mth then i take....and DAMN IT MY WHITE BAG GT ANOTHER TEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!HOWEVER, i rlly want to THANK a person , thanks man for adding to my insecurities abt weight, YES i AM not skinny SO?Do u have to keep saying it evrytime u have a chance? mus i scold u a mouthful of vulgarities b4 u rlly feel hw fucked up i feel bcos of ur comments?ya rlly thanks if its a kind reminder once in a while, but it don't seem lk a kind reminder....sch is loaded with stress and there u are giving comments which u dun think matter tt much to u, have u ever thought hw i felt?pls dun anyhw give mindless comments when u dun even noe wat others are gg through!!!yes i am rlly srry my actions make u feel fucked up also and i will chg from now on, for tt i am rlly srry...but i am trying hard to lose weight and train for my pull up have u seen hw hard is it for me ornot? if u haven seen it yet STFU!!!!! and its not lk the 1st time i said indirectly i dun lk it...its not tt funny when u hurt ppl's pride in front of others lk in the canteen today...thx for making the day worst..a totally messed up monday=(
19:13
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4.17.2007
MY GOD!!!!!!!1this week is so packed, i want to pass my electrochem this fri so mus study but i oso wan do finish my chem energetics then still gt econs essay!!!!!!!!O.O i shuld stop gg out on Fri's T.T if not i will nvr catch up =(.... wat to do wat to do!!!PANIC!!!!!!!!!!!>.<
mus pass through this week...3 more days
22:27
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4.14.2007
today gt back the pw results le, gt a D tot mayb a C but worse well let's just say its based on luck....but well shooting was ok la today and ate swenson to celebrate SW de bdae happy bdae!!but too bad we had to go home early...haha swenson was fun!! especially the dry ice water dip haha, we challenge each other to see who can last longer with their finger dipped into dry ice water...fun! but tml its tution n WEN
00:43
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4.06.2007
GOOD FRIDAY!!!la~~~~lol today 1st half was a nice day hang out with cockroach, ttc, zj n zy and the long brothers for lan haha it was fun la but if we din hav to go off early mayb we could have some more fun!!!srry 'Chloe' for cancelling the movie last min....but later went to the baby full mth thingy, it was boring la but the good food compensated for it=)hope tml can go out too!!!haha yay today sdnnly i feel tt life is good for me all the things i lack ...is a gf(haha) good grades, and good shooting skills wah and a fit physique ...work towards LIFE YARRRRR
23:36
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4.01.2007
TMNT is nice!!lol even though its pure CG cartoon, the storyline ok la...but some scenes the turtles look real!!but i nvr did wat ms shen said....my hours of study during the weekend shuld b 8 but i din even came close=_=A lvl!!!wth!!!!! prelim 1 WTH!!!!!! my j1 topics its impossible to retain liao~~lol but i am still mentally sound, i mus get my time and mind psyched for prelims!!!!GROWL~~~~i want to be der when evrything ends i want to be there........
22:27
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