6.14.2006
recently found out my pri sch mates still hang with each another....its kinda sad tt i dun keep in contact with them T.T but at least they rmb i m their pri sch mate n added me on frenster....can't bliv hw time pass nw all those gals in my pri sch class have grown so PRETTY!!!!lol nw i feel guilty cos sometimes i see them outside, but i nv lk tok to them....its all my fault i gues
the bonds of frenship i hav dun withstand time, i cannot blame anyone esle cos during my pri n sec sch days i wasn't those who treasure frenship.....
my life is so emotionally unstable now....reality is harsh n truth is heart breaking!! its still all the same i m nt a fren who can make a impact in the lives of my frens....i m still the guy tt is only remembered by my name......all the things tt are happening , am i being too sensitive am i wrong to be trying to make evrything go my way.......i gues there is no way tt things can go my way!!!the misery in my heart cannot b expressed with words, i only wish i could scream it all out!!!!!!!!!!!!! summer test its on its way , JC LIFE SUX COS OF TEST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!phy chem n econs n PW are killers i haven been working hard the way i need to be in jc.....damn it!!!!as they say a leopard nv changes its spot....i guess i will nv chg the person i hate so much, which is myself...................
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; where did I go wrong?.