7.19.2006
all tt has happened....my anger lighten, but i am sad now.....today evrything was so tiring, oni one person was by my side hearing my tok....evrybody was with him, evrybody would alwas follow him n watch his back, but no one was der to watch my back ..........the guy who listen to me, i apprecite tt he listens but i bliv tt he doesnt understand my agony n plight.....
somehow i jus think that he blames me for pulling him into class politics, when at the 1st place he was not invovled, is jus tt he knows more things through my mouth, there are also things i dunno....knowing alot of thing doesnt mean u are invovled in evrything, and honestly when u keep saying sian to me it made me felt bad......it made me felt worse then ever!
evrybody would alwas think they are in a worse plight then others,
but they nvr notice the support they have is wat others wish for.....
so i am wrong to tink i m worse since nw nobody is there for me?
and tt guy who called me a ARSE, the words i said to D was not words of comfort for u,
but they to express hw i feel so broken now...
i guess u din understand.....
yes i am jealous when tt guy was all alone, he had someone to support him and understand hw he felt.....
nw i am all alone, tt sumone doesnt care cos he has his 'noodles' and there is no one who understand hw i feel.....
even though she noe the truth she stuck with them, i tot she would asked y , i gues she asked tt sumone n agreed with him.....
its alrit afterall they are a GRP of frens jus lk the ppl tt they talked abt.....
18:28
; where did I go wrong?.