7.03.2006
blame on one for wat has happen,
cause the one to blame,
is no one but myself.
in a sad state indeed,
but pondering abt it time aft time,
it was all a costly mistake to make....
to make evrything my way,
is wat i have been desperately trying to do,
yet to only discover i was the selfish one,
my character is a burden i cannot let go,
but little by little i will learn to lighten it....
To let go is the solution to all my problems,
is something i learn from someone close to me....
i am grateful he was der at a time lk this,
surprisingly he was der jus when i needed him,
though he was nver the one expected to be my support.....
this is jus a part of life,
a journey of self dicovery.....
blaming others for bringing me sadness,
is a foolish act.....
i rlly put some thinking can evrything change? yes, it starts from me......for me....nt anyone esle
17:13
; where did I go wrong?.