7.16.2006
my fren made me miss IJC camp alot...though it was 3 days, it was 3 memorable days....we cheered tgt, got tu lan tgt played games to break record tgt and we sian tgt when gt free time slp eat joke evrything tgt.....those 3 days passed lk 3 mins but aft the camp evryone sort of went back to their grps in sch.....Don't all of ur rmb this things anymore???these memories when we cheered tgt with arms on each other shoulders?those 3 days i rlly felt as if i could depend on these classmates for the rest of my jc journey.....i started laughing abt our camp performance tt day, our sound system suck tt day so when we performed ,it seem as though we were clowns, but even though i was embaressed it was my classmates performing with me, the embaressment didn't matter that much anymore....the sense of security still lives in my heart when i tink back....before the camp we celebrated evryone's bdae tgt choose gifts tgt present the gifts in crazy ideas tgt....even though some ppl were left out, but i rlly cherish those frens who walked through these mths of memorable happenings....WHY? why people?WHY? now it has bcom lk dis? can u explain? the groups that has formed the opnions that we are starting to have......y can't we all jus think abt those days n try n rmb how it felt, mus there be a barrier between the groups that has formed bcos of all the things that has happen? have ur ever stopped mayb sometimes we should not stay within the circle n go out of the circle?ya i m not acting lk i m matured or wat...but this IS the case...no one tot of it ,even if they did no one dared speak of it........be true to wat u think at least i tink i am tts why i am saying all this.......but i gues sometimes expressing is oni a way to cre8 more trouble.....life is such a diff thing
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; where did I go wrong?.