7.15.2006
simply put it jc life SUX for me!!!!the failing of exams, PW and the things gg on ......honestly i pray to god pls let a miracle happen to me.....noodles, and the others......i once tot i could seek comfort if i went to either one of them, pooF! i gues my hopes were dashed.....no matter hw i smile when i go home i realised its all jus minutes of joy which passed by.....smith u rlly understand wat i mean meh?ths smith ur presence there rlly make me feel abit an hui, but no matter wat u have pan shuai n, so u may nt know wat i feel, pls dun get offended or wat but this is jus something i waned to say to u....tabby said tt evryone in our class is in pairs i sddnly realised i was one of those who did not have a partner...pan shuai pls dun say wat actually i once have a best fren in the class and bcos of my character i lost him or wat ....cos i dun tink it will make me feel better...someone said i say things which cause unintentional harm sometimes, but why do i have to feel guilty n u dun? jus bcos i do it more doesnt mean oni i have to feel guilty....
i complained so much to seek attention cos i jus simply...arh nvm nobody will understand how i feel unless ur name is call jessen....
anyway thx sj n sok hwee for comforting me n smith for understanding wat i say.....
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; where did I go wrong?.