7.26.2006
someone told me tt our class had changed aft the class chalet ...honestly it shocked me, cos he was one of i din expect to tell me this face to face. he said other things which was wat i thought of our class now, he even said he would like to invite evryone to his wedding in the future...in fact i would like to do tt to.......it suddenly dawned upon me, mayb he also expected the frens he made in ijc would be the wan tt would witness n share the joy of his 'big day' with him. mayb evryone felt the change ?or mayb they jus wanted to keep it in their heart? he said something which rlly made me feel so optismistic, he said we shuld not let this go on we shuld organise another chalet to gather evryone together.......it sounded especially astounding as came out from tt person's mouth. they want a change , but it seems some has alrdy grown roots in their grps of frens. sometimes i see the one who made an influence in teh class i feel lonely, cause alwas wished i did mayb i did made some but in a bad way.......
i rlly wished for a chg, for a better tomorrow
i dunno wat ur thinking even when u're in such a plight, wat r u afraid of since u think u r gg to die? why can't u jus throw away ur heroic thinking and see a doc, wat if it can b healed?then ur scaring urself for nothing!!!!! then u can do the things u want to do lk make vital stops winning goals.....if u r rlly dying, r u rlly cherishing evryday r u doin the things u regretted u have not done?
ppl if all of u knew u were gg to die tml, wat would u do....?? if u knew u r gg to die tml....
for me it will b one simple sentence, to do the things i have nv had the courage to do it....
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; where did I go wrong?.