8.06.2006
Today we went out to celebrate zi jie's bdae!!!!!!it was me tab shawn n jw....ql n sw had sumthing on so oni left the 4 of us celebrating for zi jie.....zi jie treated us to pepper lunch!!!hw good was tt? along the way so many things had happen, but there was ppl to pick me up....i am grateful=)
it was fun we all ate pepper lunch for the 1st time!!!lol and then i gave zi jie a surprise by making him a chocolate cake!!!no la, joking i bought him a choco cake n we sang him hppy bdae at pepper lunch....then i was a genius la, i forgot we dun have lighter n plate lol....so we did w/o the candles n we use tissue paper to eat the cake....then we went to watch tokyo drift!!the whole day was not bad!!i enjoyed their company...then a a freaking gay had to stand beside me in the toilet, n the damn urinal was lk no cover wan loh ....then i murmured freaking gay before i left the toilet!!!haha wtf sia n the gay was lk a freaking ah beng!!!
aft the show, i wondered hw cool would it b if i knew how to race???imagine evrything was lk initial D where 17teen year old race in the street at nights?woah!!!then sddnly on the way bac tok to tabby abt singaporeans....
it seems as though s'poreans are constrainted by boundaries, and its almost impossible for us to hav dreams.....its obvious enuff rit? it is the modern way of thinking that no matter wat we do we cannot outdo ppl frm the outside world.....lets say soccer, singing and hw can many other more!!! s'poreans live by the idea tt we shuld study get good jobs earn lots of money n die ......it seems so contradicting tt ppl around us keep saying tt as long as u have dreams u will make it one day.....its not true!even though s'pore is safe n evrything, but it seems as though s'poreans are heading for doom.....17teens year olds of today!!!we mus b a new breed of s'pore we mus open the box tt we are trapped in!!!but even though i am saying this i noe its impossible......is lk we s'poreans think of failure before we do anything esle, we r afraid to take a step forward....bcos we r afraid we will fail.....tt is why we study bcos it is instilled by our parents tt studying is the only way u can survive....tt is why we do not dare to give evrything up for our passions in life...r you willing to?r u able to stand up to the fear of failure n move forward?i am not, i gues
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; where did I go wrong?.