9.05.2006
for those who didnt know i went for the project superstar , waited for 7 hrs tt day in the end they said we had to go bac another day.
So, i went back today i was rlllyyyy nervous but i believed i could do it, then when i walked in to the audition room i jus knew lk gone liao....cos hor the judge called me to sing the chorus but i couldnt rmb it clearly mus sing frm the start then cn rmb. then the judge was kind enuff to let me start frm 2nd verse it was ok for the 1st few secs then i sddnly lk went off the melody wateva u called it la, so as expected i didnt make the cut, even though one of the crew made a sacrastic joke abt me when i walked out saying tt the way i held the mike lk i haven eaten for days, it didnt matter. I was not sad at all la, jus feel abit sian?even though i wasted my time queuing for this , but no matter wat its still better then regretting at home when i am watching the show. Besides, i am only 17, i can still try agin nxt time--- being more prepared.
although i didnt make the cut have to say thk for the support frm my frens, especially zj who queued up with me for 7 hrs even though he was sian....not to forget my grp members for nt laughing when i sang at sw's hse..LOL and also sher's intention to be der for me oso and tabby for passing up my things for me...
wat made my day, was a man i met on the train. i was in his way so i let him have some space to stand on the train too, then before he left gave me a hand shake and told me tt i was a nice young man and he told me to have a nice day,it was such a coincidence dun ur think so? i felt rlly consoled and at the same time the man shook my hand my mp3 played the song you had a bad day by daniel powter. It seemed to me that it was a msg frm god for me....haha thk god too!!
i have come to realise no matter wat,
there will alwas be one person tt will be der for u...
u jus have to look around
and tell others tt u need them by ur side,
and they will be der.
anyway the promos are rlly coming, even though i have the grandest intention of studying i jus can seem to study at home....i rlly have no interest in jc and pw all this stuff....sianz
god!!can u pls show me some light, haiz we still need that one crucial person in our project. If we can get through to her, i believe we can still make it in time...
life is a challenging game itself,
ervy obstacles u overcome,
u get to live life better...i believe in this
18:44
; where did I go wrong?.