12.01.2006
What is wrong, what is right? Who is giving who a chance? Am i giving myself a chance or are they giving me a chance? Or are they should give themselve a chance ? Growing up as the youngest i am protected by siblings but why does both side's opnion make sense? what should i stay for and what should i leave for? Why do i ask myself so many questions i don't know, it feels lk standing at the center of a two cave path..because it feels as if both ways are wrong ? Hw far can i change how far will it take for others to accept me? walking both ways i can start afresh, but ...listen to my heart many people may say but somehow i just feel uneasy choosing the path my heart chose. It was fault on my own part, but was it rlly wrong to be angry abt the tags?hmm....troubled troubled, which side am i more willing to put my stakes on?
After saying all tt, i reached a conclusion that when elmo and n the others confronted me immediately back then , they din do so to embaress me but looking back now they did that bcos i was their true fren...thank you
22:34
; where did I go wrong?.