1.10.2007
yoyo i'm finally blogging this is gonna be a long post so if u have time then read wor if not thx for visiting!
2007 is the year where it seems to be a better year for me, sch is good ,teachers are good, i love gg to sch again to bcos of the nice teachers and interesting GP lessons and evrything.But it feels so empty now tt the frens i cherish are not with me in the class but at least through all the happenings between us, i start to cherish this fren more. However good things may seem now, there is a bad side to things. 18 this year and i believe i have rlly grown, through all the pains and happiness tt i have experienced as i struggle to survive in the hectic life of jc. And seeing things that i wouldnt have understand in the past, should i feel proud? All i can say is i rlly have grown. And i hope even if in the end i am alone, i would want to walk through this journey of life right beside with my frens and family who felt the pain i felt, and gave me light till the time comes.
Sad things is i've understand the things i din understand in the past through the hard way. i finally know wat it felt lk to be at the other end. I was deceived by someone i thought i could trust even though those lies were harmless. But being cheated time and time again, i think i have lost hope. Karma, is all i can say but one day it will all turn around, just lk it was my turn to experience wat others had felt. And for the 1st time in my life i felt so motivated to fight for myself , after 16 years of confusion i found my goal. I dun want to lose in life, i want to be what i can , i want to be able to stand proud aand say i did my best when 2007 has ended. LETS GO evrything is just getting started!!
this kinda sums up evything my 2007 for now....=)
Lying is not a sin,
but lying about not lying,
is the most sinful thing.
17:38
; where did I go wrong?.