2.27.2007
Does it really matter which jc u go into? To me right now, it really does matter. It has become so demoralising that ppl alwas go "huh?" when i tell them I'm from innova jc, and being in a 2 year old jc and getting in to the last class in the cohort; i really see no hope. But despite all this i really want to try, i am trying!!It feels lk i am chained to a 2 ton metal ball while trying desperately to run to a finishing line i cannot see. Why? i sleep six hours a day yet i have to struggle with sleepyness in sch, i really am trying....T_T I've never face this fear of lk losing evrything, i dunno why but not making in to uni to me is lk losing evrything....
and i think in this period of time, its really not the right time to compare how much work u DID NOT do but instead motivate each another to do MORE...i did but shawn tien jus keep falling asleep...LOL but he tried to stay awake too today .So pls for those who keep saying u never do this homework or do tt homework , might as well not say it ...don't pull others to die with u (i am referring to anyone out der)
22:54
; where did I go wrong?.