4.23.2007
Woke up on the wrong side of life today, woke up later than usual tot dad could mayb send me to sch so i asked , and he said so ma fan why study so far dun study nearer. That, totally dampened my spirit to go to sch, its lk u think i rlly lk gg woodlands to study evry morning arh? Went to sch, as usual its a long fucking day! The only thing tt made me happy was my chem results, bcos my hard work paid off....later it was PE my pull up still dunno can pull 5 ornot? ok nvm its ok i will just keep training at most nxt mth then i take....and DAMN IT MY WHITE BAG GT ANOTHER TEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!HOWEVER, i rlly want to THANK a person , thanks man for adding to my insecurities abt weight, YES i AM not skinny SO?Do u have to keep saying it evrytime u have a chance? mus i scold u a mouthful of vulgarities b4 u rlly feel hw fucked up i feel bcos of ur comments?ya rlly thanks if its a kind reminder once in a while, but it don't seem lk a kind reminder....sch is loaded with stress and there u are giving comments which u dun think matter tt much to u, have u ever thought hw i felt?pls dun anyhw give mindless comments when u dun even noe wat others are gg through!!!yes i am rlly srry my actions make u feel fucked up also and i will chg from now on, for tt i am rlly srry...but i am trying hard to lose weight and train for my pull up have u seen hw hard is it for me ornot? if u haven seen it yet STFU!!!!! and its not lk the 1st time i said indirectly i dun lk it...its not tt funny when u hurt ppl's pride in front of others lk in the canteen today...thx for making the day worst..a totally messed up monday=(
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; where did I go wrong?.