5.02.2007
today went to the old folks' home, its kinda sad? i din even rmb it was today=_= when we went der, it felt lk the atmosphere there was full and loneliness and angst....why angst?some of the old folks were shouting and screaming at our students for no reason... one granny even threw the origami tt ms ang gave her on the floor and shouted lk crazy.But u can't blame them afterall they have been abandoned by their children...but i felt the whole thing was kinda unprepared la, it felt lk we went there entertain them for 2 hours nia, mayb it was rlly tt purpose....i dunno leh,full of sad emotions....when i was pushing them around i sddnly tot of my parents, it just seems so agonising to even have to think abt hw these folks have been abandoned....i dun want to be tt kind of child....mayb is rlly not wat it seems to be but it somehow jus seem inhumane....
it was kind of rude walking away to the other side expecting us to follow, dissapointing
19:53
; where did I go wrong?.