8.11.2007
just when u thought evrything was ok, there was trouble...haiz well wateva i'm sick of it and dun rlly wish to be invovled or anything=_= all i want to say is it was someone's fault...well tok abt the sad life in jcT.T well forget abt the work load and evrything, basically it was not tt stress cos i din work as hard as those dudes in renown jcs....so can't say i'm rlly stressed out. Yup continuing frm the sad jc life, so many things are brought up in my mind, my first time celebrating bdae for a new classmate, my new mates, and the worst, my first brush with the harsh reality of life which sort of chg my outlook in jc...dun wish to emphasis it was plainly a bad experience but it taught me lessons....
along the way met frens i tot i valued apparently my actions din show it and slowly we drifted apart...well i think its better nw at least we dun quarrel lk we use to now that he has his own gang of frens, good for him=)but somehow still feel abit suan suan de when i think of the things that happen between us that caused wat has bcom of us...(i am so not toking abt the black guy who sees me as a stranger nw)haha well shawn oso shared the same view tt jc life was sad and it pulled out my memories so tt explains me being abt emo and long winded now....jc life ending in 2 more mths however it seems so wasted whenever i look back, well u noe wat rlly represents my feelings now is' thks fr the mmrs' but no thks also....well if u rlly have things to comment abt my post pls, jus f*** off evryone needs to thrash things out and yes i want to thrash this out on my blog, its my business.....=)
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; where did I go wrong?.