10.25.2007
last post before A'S!!!so excited!Do u noe wat is the smell of A lvls, is odourless but when u take a deep breath and think abt the days to A's ur heart starts beating faster.....tts the smell...
Woah these few days have been lightspeed man, but come to think of it the whole of jc life have been lightspeed..haha so many things i 'forgot' to do haha including forgot to study hard during jc1:P The next 25 days would be so ......, lol i cant even think of a word to express it time?! But after that its FREEDOM!!! and a 'all guys' prom (LOL) but i only have 1 mth of it!!!cos i am gg to book in on 11th jan! and although i am abit happy i 'got in' but its seems lk gg through another round of suffering=_=haiz sian nt even enough time to get a gf...LOL!!jk la for now its BOOKS!!!
good luck for all the shitty CHAO MUGGERS out der, rock on for A's!!!!!!!!!!
20:25
; where did I go wrong?.
10.13.2007
Was it because of the diversity of our cultures, or the conflicts between individuals tt we had abt each other i never quite figured out why things couldnt work out. I alwas see others and i envy even though with their differences they can come as one in times, its heart aching if when i see ppl saying '' i will nver forget those days'' whereas for me those days would never b forgotten due to the pain, weren't we supposed to give each other support and pull each other through this difficult times of A's? So many questions yet there is alwas no answers, even though there were times when i thought mayb time would bond us together but apparently time din help...It was rlly obvious tt day such things din rlly matter to other ppl ,having time spent with each other werent all of use supposed to feel a thing? Ppl say ''i love my *****'but i think it would make me really uneasy to say tt, its so difficult yet so wasted, haizzzz why are they like tt?or mayb i din tried anything either....
16:14
; where did I go wrong?.
SCH is over!!!haha today its the 1st time we took fotos as a class in a long time but it was only the boys the gals all dunno go wer...well let's not tok abt tt nth special anyway but today someone moved me,haha and tt is MR Chow he is such a unselfish and nice teacher among all the teachers i bliv he has given the school the most he can....tt is rlly wat a teacher is...i amrlly glad tt i had great teachers this year, i am happy this year ended so well=)
00:35
; where did I go wrong?.
10.10.2007
The energy is high, pratically evrything the teacher says seem so motivational, but when u think abt it it was supposed to be motivational...tts why it makes evrything seem so unreal, besides i can't rlly seem to soak in the energy=_= econs is sooo freaking demoralising!!!! damn it arh!!!!!
its so tiring even though i am not lk rjc kias who are lk mugging shit now, but why why why!!i feel so tired?wat is wrong=(20 days 20 days!!!!!jyjy!!!
psychologically trapped!!!!i feel so erm, u see! i dun even noe wat i feel now damn freaking random....ppl pls cherish o lvl times!!!
19:48
; where did I go wrong?.
10.06.2007
It takes a second to have a dream, but it takes alot to fufill one....
yay!finally last lesson of maths tutionwas starting to get so sian, the trip alone was agonising haha cos dun have shwn tien n lim crapping abt each other...haha
but it was partially agonising cos i kept thinking abt the wasted opportunity!!!!argh!!i was wondering if i could do something, but i 'hum'med out...omg i was so freaking dao la did noe wat happen my mind was blank la...lol too mich to handle for a guy lk me LOL!!!
21:24
; where did I go wrong?.
10.04.2007
Life sometime changes the way u never expected....one fren of mine who left ijc is now shooting commercials in tv lk crazy....i tink some would realise who i'm toking abt? so envious of her la she is earning big bucks now who knows mayb few years down the road when i am slogging to earn a keep she is alrdy one of the top models in singapore....sometimes if u are just lucky in life u rlly are!!
But i guess i do have some luck if not i would not keep improving my grades....but if only if only i could be luckier....Paul C alwas say ppl who work hard derserve to be lucky haha...dunno la if tt is true why he still nt lucky enuff to get a hot galfren?LOL!! wateva la back to studying!!!!
21:55
; where did I go wrong?.