11.12.2007
Even though phy paper went well but i was sooo IRRITATED!!!!!ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!people!!! sometimes talking too much makes you look lk one big F***!especially if evrything you are talking abt is yourself u will look lk a bigger F***! Grrrr, the self- centeredness, oh please!!!!! u dun rlly need to say things urself abt URSELF if ppl dun ask!!!! super du lan.....sometimes we just need a hard punch from reality to rlly see wat a piece of shit we have been ( like me sometimes) but man tt person rlly needs a punch evryday!!!Have a little bit of EQ man!!!U and your overated EGO....
i feel so F***ed up yes to a extent i keep using the word.....haiz evryone (around me)is gg abroad aft A's and i tot i could go japan...but it was such a concidence tt 'the being higher up' had to drop a bomb and there goes japan trip...T.T yaya frens alwas say i so rich , but its not lo!!!its just tt my family can afford little things lk giving me more pocket money but i have nver gone abroad more then ONCE!!!!!! I feel so fed-up bcause i tot i could finally go abroad aft a fucking jc sch life full of cramping notes and bull shit....WHY???!!! man...why? And ppl pls dun think lk 'u could have saved wat' I did ok so dun anyhw think its just tt its not enough....by 60% and who the hell wants to go abroad alone?!!! arghhh!!!sigh*
Life is sometimes a composition things happening at the wrong timing....
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; where did I go wrong?.