3.22.2008
i POPed lk last week haven had the energy to put up the fotos, so i decided to put them up today=) and the small fotos when i went sentosa with the guys during the block holidays!!enjoy the slide=)
well basically din do much since POP, but somehow feels lk i am hitting a rough patch recently...Things dun go the right way man, results are nt ideal and got a vocation which i least wanted.Felt like fuck when i was told abt my vocation and couldnt find anyone to chg and worst of all i ended up with the people i cannot stand=(Wat's worst evryone was seperated to diff bunks(miss bunk 8 and chest alot man), its lk the ultimate nightmare la!!!But to adapt is the way of life i guess?But rlly feel damn aimless, cos there's nth to work for anymore but somehow i got to know a new instructor who has been quite nice to me....Somehow he tries to talk to me and find out hw things has been gg. I told him straight i want to be in demo, oh boy hope he can rlly help me switch!!!BUT i know its quite impossible , so no high hopes b4 i die the 2nd time....=( Hw i wish i have a gf, mayb i shuld get one haha....
I feel sick and tired recently and i rlly mean SICK !cold and cough, great jus wat i need for my airborne course....And it has become so diff to make something happen...dun wish to talk abt it but all i have to say is sometimes it's better to give a direct answer rather than ignorance and 'mayb's...it feels fucked up!!!but evryone has their problem, life is difficult>.<
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; where did I go wrong?.