8.23.2008
EX ALL OUT is over finally, and after that is the brunei trip...=_= and 'the man' says ex all out is lk the tip of the iceberg compared to BRUNEI. Well it 'helps' alot hearing this, thanks.
well whatever, chiong out of camp ytday night to go clubbing!!!BUT zouk gt a event and no one got in, so after a a few detours we made our way to MOS unwillingly....it was ok mayb cos all the ppl tt was supposed to go zouk came MOS in the end...it was worth the trip anyway, hehe=)i had loads of fun.
Never thought i would love clubbing, used to be the 'boy at home'. NS changed me...alot.
It gave me strength , confidence and 1 time good time endless sufferings.Dunno how to described it, well it gives a very very very good 'kick' after u have passed through evrything=)Aft 1 round of cock, i am jus saying it chged me to someone i dunno whether its good or bad....
well at field camp last week, chester made me think of someone ...sometimes she jus appears but i dunno wat i feel sia....i jus feel lk toking to her, mayb bcos she sees hw much i have chged tts y she also afraid of me le. The army dudes oso said i chged alot, but i noe somehow i am still me la, just tt i din have the chance to bring my inner self out last time.
well, reward is damn sweet, but only its a result of hard work
05:31
; where did I go wrong?.