11.02.2010
it has been so long, and if i didnt not feel like dying i wouldnt come here.....
I am so lost and confused, i am rlly depressed till a stage every small thing just goes in a downward spiral.......no money, no looks, no friends, no results and no happiness...did i rlly brought all these upon myself? Am i rlly too greedy? I just wanted a fucking acne free face but its nvr ever gonna happen tot roaccutane helped but it came back and as bad as it used to be, the med alr made my skin looked old if i m gonna take it another time wat will i become????
Dunno wat i want in life....the truth is my life is over, if i had knew i would be enjoying my studies and start afresh instead of like jus passing everday like it is and having a gf which doesnt rlly gives me true happiness, or i cant find happiness within myself, our r/s is jus fucked up so fucked up............der is no sweetness ever and all i can do is jus slip into darkness
17:33
; where did I go wrong?.