1.07.2011
Day :3
Today was the ugliest, found out so many things and it just shattered my heart and i realise i don't want to be hurt anymore so yeah i'll just stay away because right now she is so repulsive.
As i talked to cp about her, the more i realise i actually rmb all the wrongdoings den the good memories so basically there is really nothing left and there are no space even to be friends.
The last conversation was like a fire which burnt everything to ashes, i give her at most 1 month.... 1 month she will find a new bf or a new fuck partner, even if dun have also got tons of fling by then and change would occur. I dun rmb how lovely we used to be, i only rmb how fucked up she is as a person now. I dun ever wanna be with her again nvr and cp is wrong she will nvr come back, kim would nvr come back bcos i wouldn't take her back too.
Kim can go to hell that piece of slut shit i am so sorry her parents had this kind of shit daughter, she is just a useless piece of shit destined to fail nafa and get fucked hard by tons of guys until one day she finds a unbelievable saint who will marry her. Till then she is so fucked up in my eyes now.........
I jessen siew swear i will not pick up my phone, reply her sms, sms her or check her tumblr for a minimum of 2 weeks starting tml....if not i get straight D's for this semester i swear to god from the bottom of my heart. Unless she is getting raped by some guy and needs my help, enough said.
16:02
; where did I go wrong?.