10.09.2006
exams are over, but there's still pw....sianz! if honestly i retain, i dun think i will have the will to carry on but i will try to finish it.
days are dull, ever since this and this and that, i have be spending weekends on games...i think i sort of got addicted to it le. i eish i could stay in seclusion, gg to sch is such a pain...ya bcos of that and that..ok life is simply mundane....and mum's jus comes home evryday harping abt evry single thing, the 1st thing she comes homes is nag nag and nag at evrything...ya i dun do evrything, cos i am rlly tired mentally bcos of the things i am gg through....who wouldn't?
this is the worst part, now i have to buy a xbox which is an auction item on yahoo, cos budget!haha i dun mind but there's lk no safety in the deal, wat if spoil withing 1 year how? den i can oni say i suay for payin hundred over dollars? so life is the worst..for now until the days i wished and waited for would come, until tt 'she' walks into my life....
today went west mall to help val in maths, in the end we talked lk for hours....
one thing i learn today, no matter hw many frens u seem to have on the surface. when u can't tok to anyone of them abt heart affairs, it would only seem u have no frens...now i understand why 'he' said he was alone.....mayb i am wrong mayb i am right?
22:08
; where did I go wrong?.